You...

You are ruining my life
Every cup of coffee shared
It’s you I see
Every late night fantasy
Involves you

You are ruining my life
It’s your laugh I hear
It’s your invitation I want
This distraction is taking my chances
Your face replaces all others

You are ruining my life
Here at this crossroads
Of wanting more
Of needing arms around me
I try to move away from you

You are ruining my life
I snatch the phone, I dial your number
Needing the sound of your voice
To chase away the taste
Of another failed meeting

You are ruining my life
Here I am on the brink
Too afraid to confront the discontent
Coward, fool that I am
I need, I want the man who is ruining my life